The waiting game

This week we wait for a game plan to treat my cancer. I go to the Hospital on Thursday to map out the radiation treatment plan, then we find out, will it be 5 or 7 weeks. Hoping for 5. I will also be seeing a Dr. that same day who will be doing a new test on me in regards to my neurological pathways that were completely rerouted and in some cases damaged after my first fight against this thing. I had to undergo a radical neck dissection the first time and it caused havoc to the right side of my body. I have continual pain in my right arm and numbness that hasn't subsided . This has been three years now. The hope is that they will be able to find out exactly where the damage is and if treatable , treat it. I have noticed a change in my sleeping patterns and I am not sure if it is due to stress or too much coffee, I think I will cut back on the stress.I look to the good book and find James 1:2-4 to quiet my mind and spirit, and to give me strength that there is a purpose to all of this.Well that's all I have right now.