It's Memorial Day and I have no treatment until tomorrow. I am very grateful to those who gave the ultimate sacrifice for our nation, heck humanity for that fact. I realize without those who gave their lives I would not , in all reality have a chance to beat this cancer. I think of all of the advancements made in so many areas of life , manufacturing, medical , technology and we are directly benefiting from a free nation , secured by those who gave it all. So when I feel a little fatigued today, or have pain I need to remember what sacrifice really is, and note to myself that i have done little in that area. I am still being hit with sudden hunger attacks, which is good , because I can still eat, but they come sometimes in the middle of the night and I might wake people up as I am rummaging through the refrigerator for anything to microwave, followed by dessert ,of course. The doctor estimates that my body is in need of anywhere from 7500 to 10,000 calories per day right now just to stay even. this is a result of the radiation poisoning and my bodies efforts to combat it. I wonder if I am doing enough in my spiritual walk as well. Am I causing myself to have sudden Hunger attacks for Gods word ? The verse that comes to mind right now is Mathew 4:4 But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.
today I might get a chance to play the guitar , and that would be great for me and my mental state of health. That's all for now.Thanks , Jeff
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